Emilie Autumn concert 2013 Germany - Duisburg ♥

Hi there (^-^)v

On the 5th of September I went to the
Emilie Autumn concert in Germany (Duisburg). 

It was the 3rd concert by her that I attended. Some of my faithful readers

might know how much I love her and her art. She is truly one of

my biggest role models and idols as she and her art are so 

very authentic and her message is just great ♥

If you want to read about the former concerts I saw just
click this :

♥ EA concert- February 2010

♥ EA concert - March 2012

My ticket for 2013 :

As I use to be one of the first fans to arrive at the

concert hall (at my first 2 concerts I literally was the first

person who arrived to wait ! yeah I'm a little obsessed...).

So I always get to know other lovely little plague rats ♥

and very often I also saw Captain Maggot running around

outside. She is always so nice and smiles at the waiting fans and

says a few words sometimes. This year I could finally take

a photo with her and other nice fans I met at the concert

before the show began.
With Captain Maggot : 

I was able to stand in the 1st/2nd row again  \(^-^)/

With some really lovely other plague rats ♥♥♥

Emilie's concerts are really very emotinal for me.

After the concert my heart felt like it was finally sated again
after eating so much love and motivation.

I've been listening to her music fo so many years now and

it really brought me through hard times and also 

inspired me on happy days. I guess I'll never be able to fully

express to which kind of extent she and her art have 

impacted my life. It really touches me deeply.

The last song played at this concert was :

"One foot in front of the other foot"

When I heared her singing these words so close to me

I felt addressed so directly and a thousand thoughts passed through 

my head. My mind kind of recalled my past again and

I couldn't hold my tears back any longer.
This was one of the most intense feelings I've ever had.

After the concert I still felt a little dizzy until I went to bed

as so many emotionos were rushung trough me.

It was almost to much to handle inside my limited body,

but it also felt really pleasant.
Some of the friends I made at the concert noticed that I was

crying and were really kind, hugged me and asked if everything was

okay. Some of the others cryed as well of course.

I only answered : "Nooo I didn't cry ! v.v" and blushed.
I felt like a little child and didn't want to feel so embarassed.

But after I took a photo with some others I realised that

it was really obvious. That made me laugh again :D

Then I was totally confident again. You shouldn't be ashamed

of your feelings right ? On my way home I was so very happy

and almost a little proud to "carry my feelings so openly with me

for everyone to see". I felt totally comfortable.

I even got some compliments on my way home. I wonder if 

those persons did even notice my tears or if they thought

it was my make up and on purpose ? :D

Strange enough it happend to me a lot in the past

to get compliments when I was emotionally

in a very sad and unstable situation. Very odd hm ?

I wonder if the people are just ignorant, or if they want to cheer me

up again. 3 years ago I was crying in the middle of the
city of my home town and my boyfriend (who was only my best friend

at that time) and another good friend of mine even had to hold me both

so I wouldn't totally break down. They had to kinda

help me walk and suddenly some older women came to me

and told me how pretty and cute my hair looked.

I guess nice things happen when you least expect them to.

~♥~

I wear my heart on my sleeve

don't need to lock it on my cheek.

like M. & the Ds

Instead I paint it there

for everyone to see.

~♥~

These are some snap shots of the show 2013 : 

Finally I saw Captain Maggot's fire show live !

I've always liked this so much and was so desperate to see it.

I'd already given up by now, but then I saw this *o*

♥~ Gorgeous Veronica ~♥

For those of you who didn't know I even was so lucky

I could play the rat game with her in 2012 ! ♥

2012 :

Hell is empty ♪

~♥~

Emilie & Veronica kissing ♥

I am a scavanger ♥ and I will be waiting

~♥~

~♥~

In 2010, when the VIP tickets etc. didn't yet exist

I met Emilie by pure luck and she even kissed me *-*
Truly one of the happiest moments in my life.

She is so kind and really values all of her fans so much.

More in this entry ♥

(yeah... don't judge my look I was 17 and totally exhausted
after the concert^^)

Her book is one of my favourite ones ♥

Neko's music :

Thanks for reading !

See you next time (^-^)v nyan ~♥